Candice Pillay - Hold On


...things have changed
and I can still feel
the grip 
I have 
on it...
nails sunk deep
in my lip

Even when blood
is drawn, I still
hold on
to it--
the words, a kiss
those notes, cologne, 
that trip

I've wrapped myself
in silver chains,
with saltwater in play
strapped firm to my bed
keeping way
Of anything that skips
...because
I want
nothing left to sip...