-Note To Self-



I dreamt about you again.
I dream about you often...
along with my first girlfriend...
It's odd I know.

In this instance,
we were talking on the phone
and it felt so good to hear your voice.
You were smiling
as was I
And a feeling overcame me
feeling so sure, so confident
so happy
about us.

It's odd
because something is happening
this very moment
and things will change,
but it seems
that in the front of my mind
I still want you with me...

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...sometimes I think about my wedding
the face is a blur, but I can almost make him out
orchids and ivy
chandeliers hanging at various heights
candles aglow
full moon
a harp
slowdance...