-Note To Self-

I dreamt about you again.

I dream about you often...

along with my first girlfriend...

It's odd I know.

In this instance,

we were talking on the phone

and it felt so good to hear your voice.

You were smiling

as was I

And a feeling overcame me

feeling so sure, so confident

so happy

about us.

It's odd

because something is happening

this very moment

and things will change,

but it seems

that in the front of my mind

I still want you with me...

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...sometimes I think about my wedding
the face is a blur, but I can almost make him out
orchids and ivy
chandeliers hanging at various heights
candles aglow
full moon
a harp
slowdance...

Jennifer Hudson - I Still Love You

...at midnight

I swam under a full moon.

floating, staring up

at her beauty I saw

a shooting star

hot pink flash

across the sky.

It happened so quick 

It took a while to process

and I went under 

knowing

what to wish for...

Neon Trees - Songs I Can't Listen To

...when I hear those oldies 

they all remind me of you,

smiling in a reminisce 

I feel it's a good thing...

Josef Savalt - Till I Found You

 

 

...hands off

head up

heart on

  

all I can think of 

is how perfect it is 

and how close I am

to feeling it...

 



BoA - Kiss My Lips

..."One can never help being born into perfection," I whispered.

He came close, wrapping an arm around my waist

so that we faced each other. His nose tickled mine.

He ran his fingers across my cheek so gently

it seemed he was afraid I would break.

"No, I don't supposed you can," he breathed.

With his hand holding my face toward his,

he lowered his lips to mine

and gave me the faintest whisper

of a kiss.

 

Something about the tentativeness of it

made me feel beautiful.

Without a word, I could understand

how excited he was to have this moment,

but then afraid at the same time.

And deeper than any of that,

I sensed that he adored me...

Sevyn Streeter - How Bad Do You Want It

...by now

my tears have turned to sand

Sifting through this passage

My footprints have found me

I've grown used to the heat

Thirsting a sip

I continue on

Storming these dunes

In search of cacti and lotuses... 

Kara - Mama Mia

...he loves me

(in thought)

he loves me not

(in present)

he loves me

(so much)

he loves me

(in heaven)

he loves me

(forever)

he loves me

(forever)
(and ever)
(and ever)